greed for generosity

While at the Royal Festival Hall last Saturday with the writing group, it turned out that they had their WOW (Women of the World) Festival on. I stumbled across Mary Portas talking about her latest project(s) and how we need to begin to be more responsible about how we spend our money and what we perceive as good value for money. ‘Borrowing’ some of her words, I wrote a loose, not too thought out, piece about what I thought about ‘value’ that day (though I use Mary Portas’s words at times, the following does not, in any way, reflect her opinions, but are, in fact my own, at at times I paraphrase the new head of Ofsted based on chinese whispers.

I do not write long pieces. I do not (yet) have stamina for long pieces of writing…

 

We have to replace greed with generosity; make it a tonic for the nation.

We have to remind ourselves that we are a community.

To say that if morale is too high in schools then they are more likely to be underachieving is absurd.

To pit one community, hospital, school, against another in a consumerist model is absurd.

In families, in strong, supportive communities, we ‘walk differently’, we believe in ourselves and, in turn, help others to be what they deserve to be.

Each is not only what they make themselves but what others allow them to be.

That the ‘haves’ are there through hard work alone and the ‘have-nots’ are nothing but lazy is an insult to what we have the potential to offer.

Writing Battery

On Saturday I met up with a group of people who have become rather important to me (cue one of the few times I get ever-so-slightly sentimental); our writing group.  We are a group of English teachers who have been writing together for almost 3 years.  We’re affiliated with the British move towards creating a UK equivalent of the successful American National Writing Project (www.nwp.org.uk).

Our last meeting was at the Royal Festival Hall.  I do not, by any means, see myself as a serious writer.  I am a teacher who finds writing personally important.  My dreams of becoming a writer (as expressed below) are no different from any one else’s romantic pipe-dream of being a ‘writer’.  I enjoy what writing can give a writer and I enjoy encouraging those I teach to feel good about writing too.

So here is my warm-up writing from Saturday.  John, from our group, brought along his ‘box of metaphors’ and he bestowed upon me a battery.  I wrote the following in response (below the pic):

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Is writing better, more effective, when your battery is full or empty?

Sometimes I think about the possibility of really being a writer, but conclude that there probably isn’t the enough ‘charge’ in my battery to teach full-time, be a dedicated knitter, and strive, seriously, towards being a real writer.

On the other hand, a conversation with L yesterday reminded me that writing of a certain kind can be re-charging.  When low and at my last ebb, a sit down with paper and pen can lift the spirits.  Whether it’s to remind myself of my ‘good’ qualities when I’m feeling a little blue, or to escape to a new world, an old memory, or a recollection of a favourite place when the monotony of the same old classroom, with the same old ‘to do’ list needs an escape route, writing can make that battery feel a little less empty.

Silk flowers (with a twist)

This is a project I completed back last June in preparation for my role as my sister’s bridesmaid in her wedding last August.

I decided that I could make a little hair decoration that would go with my green and ivory dress.

Made from DK (or maybe it was 4 ply, I forget) 100% undyed spun silk (bought from Texere Yarns – of course), I crocheted a rose (from this pattern) and 3 small flowers and made a little headband.  An afternoon’s work.

Close up:

Just after I made it and was pleased with myself:

 

Wearing it with the full outfit on the day:

Spring Scarves

Spring! It’s a wonderful time of year. Even though, in these modern times, we still plough on through the winter working as hard and as dedicated as ever, without a thought for that long-gone age where there was no electricity to light us through the dark days, and instead we were dictated to by the rising and the falling of the sun as to what we could do in one day.  Spring gives us a feeling of renewal!

The sun begins to warm our backs and bathe our faces and we begin to feel happier. We begin to feel like we are waking up as we travel to and from work in that old friend; daylight!

With this renewal comes a freshness. And though we feel the urge to shut away our wooly winter coats, and hats, and scarves, we still need to heed the cool spring breeze.

This is why I came up with my latest knitting creation. A thin, two-tone (most of the time) loose knit necklace scarf. It’s long so that it can wrap round two or three (or maybe even four) times depending on how chilly that spring breeze is.

The following pictures are terrible snaps of me wearing the three that I have made so far, but none of them are now owned by me (so I cannot be vain and take ‘better’ pictures); they are adorning the necks of my friends and the friends of others…

Twice around

Three times around (I hate this picture by the way)

Twice around

Three times around

twice around

three times around

I have more planned for friends and family… watch this space!!!

Embroidery 2012

This year marks the first time in a long time since I’ve done any substantial embroidery. In January I embellished a dress I made a while ago. The start of that embellishment is here, but I never got around to showing its finished state on this blog, so here’s a picture…

I had intended to use white only, but I think the colour was a much better idea in the end.

Once I’d finished this, and Leo and I were discussing what pictures to put up on the wall in the bedroom in the blank space under this floating shelf:

I suggested an embroidered image, and he responded by suggesting a Sugar Skull (aka Calavera) like those the Mexicans create on their day of the dead (you’ve probably noticed that they’re a bit popular these days – particularly as tattoos)

So I ordered a blue embroidery hoop (the room is blue) and researched and drew:

I like this drawing, I think it’s ok… so I transferred it to fabric.

It took a while to stitch up.  Embroidery doesn’t seem to show its progress as obviously as knitting – or at least it doesn’t feel like it does when you’re creating a compact image like this one.  And, as usually happens when I spend a long time on a pictoral creation, when I had finished I wasn’t even sure if I liked it anyway.  I wonder if I didn’t make the yarn/lines thick enough.  On order for it not to look sparse I added in some improvisation.  Now I worry that it’s a little too busy.

I hope, instead, that it’s that I’m too ‘close’ to it, and that in about 6 to 12 months, as is usually the case, I will grow to appreciate it a bit more.

My filling-in isn’t great.  I’ve never done it before.  So for a first attempt I think it’s ok.

60s knitting delights!

Yesterday, my lovely colleague Claire, gave me a treasure she’d found in a charity shop…

As if the front cover wasn’t fabulous enough, how about some ‘Gay Caps for the Snow’ (which are actually not only very fashionable right now, but also incredibly useful in this freezing weather)?

I really like this ‘Big Ben Dress’ but worry whether I have not only the stamina, but also the right wool for this one without buying in some new wool (so this one might have to wait until I’ve depleted some of my stash like I promised myself I would) though someone somewhere has knitted this one in the past (and hopefully worn it) as the tally in the top right shows someones counting of rows/stitches…

But I think that if Leo and I ever go skiing (or maybe just the next time we go for a precarious walk/climb up a hill/mountain with Jack in the Isle of Skye) then this is definitely the outfit that we MUST wear…

I just wish I could get the see editions 1 to 8 (the joy of looking through these old pattern books is almost as fun as actually knitting items from them), but I don’t know whether ‘Willis for Wools’ still exists in Wood Green, and even if it did, I’d be surprised if it had editions 1 to 8…

Beanie for my Beau

I just can’t stop knitting things for Leo!  I think this will be the last though.  I knitted him a red and white hat for wearing to Arsenal matches in cold weather, but for some reason it became over-stretched and looked more like a tea cosy!  So I decided to frog it (the ‘technical term for ‘unravelling’) and start again.

Today I was at the hospital for some tests, and yesterday I was at home to take some meds in advance of the test, so yesterday I found this pattern via Ravelry.  This evening I completed it!  Leo loves it.  I LOVE how quick and easy it was to knit up.  Now we just need to hope the snow falls tonight so he can test it out tomorrow.  I suppose, after he has done such a great job looking after me and letting me slob in the same spot on the sofa all afternoon, it’s a little ‘thank you’ gift.

I haven’t managed to take a decent pic of him in it yet (too dark) so you just have to make do with a picture of me in it (looking ropey after my tests) and believe me when I say that Leo looks much better in it!

Now, as I said yesterday, the next one will be for me… I just have to decide what to make!  Oh the dilemma!

Update:  I have, since posting this blog, had a message from the creator of this lovely pattern informing me that the original one she created for her boyfriend was for him to hear to Tottenham matches!  Rivalries enter into knitting!  She was happy enough that I loved her pattern so much though – the boys can keep their footie tribes to themselves!

Beau for my Beau

Before Christmas, I decided to embark upon knitting another jumper for Leo. Ok, so the first was a cardie, and though he loves it, I’ve never been entirely happy with the proportions of it. This time, I spent the entire time knitting him this new jumper worried that it wouldn’t fit.

This pattern is, however, very easy and quick to knit up.  It’s from the Rowan book Vintage Style and is called Beau.  It looks like this:

Leo admitted once it was finished that when he’d seen it in the book he’d been a bit uncertain about it.  He thought that it didn’t look very good here.

Luckily he could say this because he’d been proved wrong!  He loves it and it looks great on him.  Even when there are still not buttons on the neck.

I made it with one of my favourite yarns: Troon Tweed from Texere Yarns (my favourite yarn providers).  I’m beginning to develop a desire to try and stick to using British-produced yarns only.  Though I have a box full of yarns from before I made this decision, and will continue to try and use them up.  However, once I start to buy more yarn (only once the ones I have are used up) I will try to stick to this policy.

I’m jealous of this… it looks so cosy!  Now I don’t know what to start next.  Something for me perhaps?  Only what…? A jumper made from Troon Tweed perhaps?!

Shepherd’s Warning

There were a couple of mornings about two weeks ago where we seemed to have beautiful pink morning skies.

I love the two pictures I took of two of these pink mornings.

I just love the cerise pink in the top one and the spindly-limbed branches in the bottom one.  Rich pink happiness!

Embroidery

Yesterday I was going to finish sewing a red tartan dress, but as I was rifling around in the ‘Work in Progress’ basket I came across a blue shift dress that is fully made up but had incomplete embroidery around the neck edge.

I regret not having a ‘before’ shot of it, but i’d done the limited embroidery in white with only two strands of silk. It was obvious why I’d not picked it up for at least a year – it was boring!

I decided to unpick the white and re-work it using the full 6 strands of the embroidery silk. I also decided to make it more vibrant with multiple colours.

I’m much more pleased with it now:

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It’s unfinished and I’m yet to decide if I want to do a pattern around the hem. More news on this as it progresses.